Thanks to the wonderful internet I was given the opportunity to get backed at a level of poker I wouldn normally never be able to play.. And there are always horror stories about backing and backers.. I would like to say the only horror story here is the horse. I wont give the persons name who backed me unless he wants to comment but he contacted me and we had a deal to play 12/180's. He allowed me to view some HH's of his he viewed some HH's of mine. Basically gave me the tools to suceed.. And I cant do it. Im pretty much a failure at all aspects of life. And this is no different. I win a couple. And its pretty much non stop bullshit after that.. 100 buy in downswing? Twice in 300 games? CMON.. Its bullshit. Doesnt matter what I do.. Get my money in good.. Lose.. Get my money in bad.. Lose.. Flip? lose..

Im sorry I dont take losing very well. You would think I would considering I do it all the time so I should be used to it. But I cant. When you lose 100 games in a row.. You dont see any light at the end of the tunnel.. All you see is your BR go from 2200 to 1200 and you realize that your not going to win ever again and your going to lose all the money.

But in short this is to thank the person who actually took a shot on me and Im sorry I failed and ruined whatever good reputation I have in poker.. Which is fine. I deserve it anyway.. Most likely going to close my accounts.