I haven't had many good days this year but things look like they're finally beginning to turn. Up 300 at 1-2 within an hour after trapping with aces and other small hands.
Friday after work I came down to borgata with $550 and have about $1250 at the moment after paying off $200 to a friend and room expenses.
The action has been pretty good all week due to Independence Day. I'm feeling better than I've felt in a long time and it's beginning to show. With a short bankroll I have to lock up my wins and hop around tables. Most people would say, then don't even play at all if you're not properly rolled. Although I agree, the fact that my current income from work is so low is forcing me to resolve to other alternatives. Going back to feeling good, that's the number one key to this whole process. No matter how much you're rolled if you're not playing completely clear minded and unemotional then you're handicapping yourself just as much as if you're under rolled. Confidence is the key to this whole thing.

Hopefully will wrap up this trip with a nice 2-5 win to keep it going. Will be keeping updates for my own personal records, sorry in advance if this gets boring. Looking forward to getting my game + roll up to a 5-10 comfort level. Will be tough given my current financial situation, still owe a lot to other friends. The reason why I'm not where I want to be is a combination of previous mental setbacks and associating with -ev people. There's no one to blame but myself but I'm looking at moving forward and getting to the top. We're not getting any younger right?