I know this sounds ridiculous, and if I have a day or so to think about it I'd probably change my mind but I'd rather finish anywhere in a tournament then 9th. Doing all the work, for hours, and then to bust out 1st at a final table....FUUUUCCCCKKK!

What makes things worse is when we were at ten I ran head into pair vs. pair when i was 2nd in chips twice to double up some anerexic stacks. Then of course I get played by someone hitting a set on the flop, and I turn two pair. Top it off with yet another AK meltdown and booyakaa, fucking 9th place. $450 lousy dollars. I lost more then that playing other tournaments tonight.

And dont get me started on those...75k guarenteed three hands in, I lose a KK vs. an AK. I raised, he reraised, then I went all-in and of course he knew at the very best he was 45%, and more then likely he was looking at needing an ace or catching a straight...but he calls and an ace flops. -$163

Fifth-fifty? Every pair I was up against hit a set in big races, whether I held AK or kings or any other higher pair. I busted about 60 from the $.

69+6 at seven...never had a prayer.

Satellite to the Friday 500...lost QQ to AQ with about 10 people left until the prize.

Now it's 3:30 eastern and I have to wake it in 5 hours up about $100 from the night. And I feel like plowing through some mongoloids (Mongoloid Mike) with some prison pipes (socks filled with coins/pool balls/ batteries).

I guess tomorrow is another day full of fun on the virtual felt.

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