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Super High Me - Day 9 I caved!
By: Presto136
Published: Jun 8th, 2009
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Published: Jun 8th, 2009
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I caved. I smoked a bowl. I encourage everybody to send me a pm berating me for being a weak pos. In fairness to the experiment, I will not be playing poker during my stonedness. Instead I will babble on my blog about how much I truly love marijuana.
I was in a bad mood. I had been drinking all day to 'celebrate' my final table yesterday and the alcohol turned the mood from happy to bitter. The roommate casually handed me a bowl just like he would 9 days ago and I casually accepted. The mood instantly changed. The steamroller quickly filled up with smoke and I was brought back to the place that I have been at the past 5 years. Stoned. I do not feel less intelligent right now. In fact, I feel very in the zone. I am focused on the screen and everything else is insignificant.
I have a theory. Weed is a good tool for concentration. It is a very 'in the moment' drug and can enhance certain parts of the brain. It can also disable parts of the brain so it is definitely a give-take relationship. Weed is not a good tool for improving your game. If you are an unsuccessful player and are looking to plug your leaks, learn sober. However, if you are an accomplished poker player and have mastered the game, weed will put you in the moment. You will be locked in towards implementing your game to the best of your ability and you will do it confidently. If you lose, so what. It happens. You're going to lose 99% of the big tournaments you play so don't let it affect you. Weed helps to block out the financial part of the game and it helps you to focus on the actual poker.
I do not feel bad about smoking a bowl. I feel that it is irrelevant towards the poker part of the experiment. I talked with my roommate about it and he says that I should not set too high of standards for myself. That will only lead to stress. I will set standards for myself as far as character, religion, and relationships but I will not live my life based on 'false and unnecessary' standards.
I will continue to update the blog from the perspective of a sober poker player. This post will be my mulligan for the month and I will tee off again tomorrow.
I was in a bad mood. I had been drinking all day to 'celebrate' my final table yesterday and the alcohol turned the mood from happy to bitter. The roommate casually handed me a bowl just like he would 9 days ago and I casually accepted. The mood instantly changed. The steamroller quickly filled up with smoke and I was brought back to the place that I have been at the past 5 years. Stoned. I do not feel less intelligent right now. In fact, I feel very in the zone. I am focused on the screen and everything else is insignificant.
I have a theory. Weed is a good tool for concentration. It is a very 'in the moment' drug and can enhance certain parts of the brain. It can also disable parts of the brain so it is definitely a give-take relationship. Weed is not a good tool for improving your game. If you are an unsuccessful player and are looking to plug your leaks, learn sober. However, if you are an accomplished poker player and have mastered the game, weed will put you in the moment. You will be locked in towards implementing your game to the best of your ability and you will do it confidently. If you lose, so what. It happens. You're going to lose 99% of the big tournaments you play so don't let it affect you. Weed helps to block out the financial part of the game and it helps you to focus on the actual poker.
I do not feel bad about smoking a bowl. I feel that it is irrelevant towards the poker part of the experiment. I talked with my roommate about it and he says that I should not set too high of standards for myself. That will only lead to stress. I will set standards for myself as far as character, religion, and relationships but I will not live my life based on 'false and unnecessary' standards.
I will continue to update the blog from the perspective of a sober poker player. This post will be my mulligan for the month and I will tee off again tomorrow.





