<TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width="100%" border=0><TBODY><TR vAlign=top><TD class=P5_PostContent><TABLE height="100%" cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width="100%" border=0><TBODY><TR><TD class=ForumPostContentText>i am 30 and had a 3 year dry spell and gained weight and eventually had surgury, I got out about a month ago and my sister moved into my house. At the time her best friend just broke up with live in boyfriend and basically moved in here which was cool with me cause i could hardly move from bed for a week and needed all the help i could get. Friend is very cute easily a 7.5 she is 23 She has a healthy rack too pics might come later. Anyway the first week she helped me by cooking all my meals helped me with my bandages here and there and since she also didnt work we spent all day together every day for 2 weeks.

One night we were watching tv together all night and she fell asleep cuddling on the couch with me and I fell asleep as well. I woke up and she was gone so I went to my bedroom and she was in my bed. I have a king size with 1250 thread count sheets so its very comfy and chicks usually dig it when they spend the night well I wake her when i get into bed and she immediatley snuggled up right on me and i was on the edge of the bed so and she had plenty of room on her side so now I know she wants to fool around, we start kissing and I am still very weak from the surgery its only been couple of weeks and she basically put her leg up on me and got me aroused and then she did her thing and got me off. I returned the favor the best i could and she came pretty quick and got nice and wet and gushed when she came. For the rest of the night she held my hand and caressed my face and it felt real like there was real chemistry.

The next night her and my sister went out to a club she said to me if when she gets home and i am sleeping is it ok to wake me to talk...lol I said no problem wake me up.

Well she gets in around 4am and i just got into bed.. she came into my room and got into my room this time i told myself as i kind of caught feelings from her nursing me back to health and her being pretty and accepting of my overweight and surgery so i wanted to make sure i please her all night to get her sexually pleased because still in my condition the best i could do is maybe she ride me. but to really get her off i had to be passionate so when we kissed i made sure to show her a great kisser and teased her so much that she was so wet by the time i slid my fingers between her clit she was very wet and the way i was teasing her i made her beg me for it which i happily did and i ended up getting her to come 3 times in the hour and she was screaming out and getting very wet the whole time she was very sexual. After the 3rd time we held each other and she was almost shaking a little and rubbing me all over and she caressed my face again started kissing me again and then we made love the best i could do in my condition. I thought overall she was very satisfied expecially the way i teased and used alot of foreplay stimulation and making sure she was very satisfied

Well the next day she goes back home to her moms house and says she is spending the night there after spending 3 weeks at my house and the last 2 nights in bed with me, I thought we started something. but apparently it was just a thing to her cause she starts acting differently and disapears for 2 days. after not losing contact with her for 3 weeks and all the sudden she is gone.. I am kind of thinking that after she "cheated on her boyfriend" x boyfriend whatever she went back to him the next day and he is basically a loser and she sees no future with him but keeps him as comfort like and lies to herself whatever.

fast forward 2 days and i am now moving around very well i could go out to club/bar as long as there is seating and whatnot so we go out cause i want to show her that i could be fun even though i am injured from the surgery. well we party all night long and later on we get home we are watching tv cuddling and she has her leggs on me and has me arroused which she knows and is not pulling away whatsover she is encouraging it and i want to kiss her and i go to kiss her and she gets a text whatever she checks it and then the movie is over i grab her by the hand and lead her to my bedroom which she comes with me and then gets another text and is like i cant do this i am back with my x and it would be cheating.. she grabs my hand and when she is pulling away i let go and she ggrabs back so im thinking ok she wants to stay so i say listen i think you want to stay get in bed blah blah blah. she says no and pulls away and when i let go she grabs my hand again whatever now she is playing games with me. I let her go and i jerk off and go to sleep whatever.

the next day was weird i was a little pissed because i caught feelings for her and she showed some really deep feelings for me in bed and now she is acting distant from me whenever she comes around noticeble different so i say why she acting like that she says i cant handle it cause i take it too seriously blah blah blah.. meaning she would like to be my frined and continiue relationship but not leave her x and become my girlfriend which is what i want cause she is a very nice girl.

Its been now about a 2 weeks since we spent our nights together and i am sitting here wondering why I'm not good enough

By the way the surgery left me with a temporary ostomy bag and i am 280 lbs and have had a dry spell the past 2 years i gained the 80 lbs and didnt have any action and now im getting action by a 7.5 who gives me 2 nights and takes it away. She hasnt been here so im sure she is back with x. Women are so cruel. How can i build confidence when women build you up to let you crash and burn. I liked it better when i wasnt in love... now everynight everyday she is occupying my thoughts. I cant stop thinking about her. I miss her. I miss our 3 weeks together.
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what?

pics or GTFO

BITCHES AINT SHIT BUT HOS AND TRICKS

I have no clue why, but im sitting here laughing at this thread. I havent read anything but the title and im giggling.

I think its time for bed...

the op would have been infinitely better if he concluded with "im sorry, but I gave you AIDS" and those were the last words

holy fall in luv or wat!!! more fish in da sea

cliffs notes. for the love of God Cliffs Notes.

 

Originally Posted by OneM24

I call BS

before we sexed it up she send me 2 pics of her in lingerie really sexy thats also when i knew i was in... when she wanted me to see her that way.

that chipper jones gif. has never been more appropriate

too many words. no cliffnotes. wtf are the pics? FAIL thread by OP.

SEE Look at this shit!!!! Fucking EMOS are running wild on this site. Maybe its time to move to the NRA Forums. I bet there is no fucking, emo, crybaby, french loving,fancypants there.

i got action for 2 nights and if it was just having fun thats fine but she didnt have to go and get all passionate on me and caress my face and hold me all night and kiss me the way she did. IMO she commited herself when she did that to at least trying to start something... WTF did i do to scare her away so bad.

I call SHENANIGANS on this whole thing.

This and the OP saddens me greatly.

If she said to you "you really need to stop contacting me" you are leaving out some part of the story and did way more than just 2 calls and a text.

the one i love doesnt want me but the one i treat like shit harrasses me to the point where it is a turn off

explaine why im naive.. help me... what am i missinghere