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Ive had the Fortune of sharing my story with OT about my rehab and getting sober.
Edited By: Sandman_Good Jan 31st, 2012 at 04:39 PM
Ive also had the honor of hearing from multiple OTers about their struggles and wanting to find a better solution.
So in this thread we are going to have an open forum for anyone to talk about whatever they want to talk about in regards to their addiction or recovery.
And addiction is not limited to just alcohol, pills or cigarettes but anything that you may struggle with and that hinders your ability to live your life the way you want too.
ITT we will also celebrate milestones. From 24 hours to infinity. So please post your milestones.
Yes, if you have a problem and want to share that you have made it 24 hours without using, please share...we all start with 24 hours. Please don't hesitate.
ITT we also welcome words of encouragement from others wanting to congratulate those who have reached milestones or may have advice.
With addiction the user is not the only one who struggles, so ITT we welcome those who are a family/friend of a person with a problem and want to discuss anything. You may have questions as to how to approach that person and how you can help them.
Whats most important ITT is honesty. If you feel like posting a slip up, we welcome that and can only encourage you to begin those 24 hours again. We will all make mistakes and ITT No one will be ALONE.
I also welcome any suggestions/ideas we can add to the thread.
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Great thread idea, and if anyone is too embarrassed to tell their story under their profile, feel free to email the OTConfessions gmail address. I will anonymize your words and post them anonymously ITT.
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Stopped smoking like 2 months ago cold turkey. It was insanely easy. Haven't even had a "craving".
I can relate to the people who have tried to stop, i "tried" stopping like 3 times before that. I figured out you truly don't want to quit if you start again. I actually wanted to stop the last time and it wasn't difficult. GL to everyone else trying. I would also recommend cold turkey. -
Cosigning cold turkey for cigarettes, its the most effective way hands down
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My husband is on day 5 off of Vicodin, it was a huge struggle for him but he made it this far. (fingers crossed) Def. the toughest 5 days of his and my life.
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I will start....so I hit my 18 month milestone couple days ago and it went pretty well. I got a response from everybody that I texted re: my milestone except my father. (no surprise tho)
Edited By: Sandman_Good Jan 30th, 2012 at 08:32 PM
Words of encouragement from family and friends(OT friends as well) truly help me going.
Saturday night was a big step for me. I actually went into a liquor store and bought a bottle of wine. I felt like I was doing something illegal or was afraid of someone seeing me. LoL..
I was buying a bottle of wine for Salinequeen. She does not breastfeed anymore and can drink if she chooses too. So I gave her a 2 hour massage and a bottle of wine for her dedication to her daughter. She had not had a drink in over 2 years, so it was weird for her as well.
I was not a wine drinker so it wasn't hard for me at all. The smell was not tempting at all.
Im going to get my 18 months chip next week when we come back from vacation. One for me..One for my Wife..and one each for my two girls. They have them collected as reminders.
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Your 8 years too late
Quit:
Meth
Alcohol
Weed
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Vicodin is pretty annoying to come off of. I've shared my story on here before and have been 2 years clean off H. Recently, I had a legitimate back injury and was prescribed Vicodins. I took them for about 2months and after I got my cortisone shots decided I no longer needed them. Been about 2 weeks since I've taken em, opiates are a bitch. To your husband, taper down don't cold turkey, drink lots of water, vitamins help. GL.
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Wow Smokes..that helps explain your creative mind. = )
Edited By: Sandman_Good Jan 30th, 2012 at 08:43 PM
8 years is a loooooooong time brother. Congrats!!
What made you quit and what do you do today (if any) to remain sober from those 4?
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September 27th 2010, I stopped smoking weed. Until then, I had smoked pretty much everyday for the better part of 20 years.
Edited By: XquiziVex Jan 30th, 2012 at 09:50 PM
Not gonna lie, I actually took a couple of puffs a few months ago. It was kinda weird to feel that stoney buzz again. I didn't like it, and felt really anxious.
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Bet your wife can score some opium
Originally Posted by XquiziVex
September 27th 2010, I stopped smoking weed. Until then, I had smoked pretty much everyday for the better part of 20 years.
Not gonna lie, I actually took a couple of puffs a few months ago. It was kinda weird to feel that stoney buzz again. I didn't like it, and felt really anxious.
I have no desire to stock up with a sack and puff on the regular again.
Then again, If I ever stumble into some of those nugs I seen in the "judge my nugs" thread, I'd probably take another puff or two. -
I grew up and dying, came close a few times then i quit cold turkey with no help but my own.
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Here's my post from the other thread, c/p per sandman's request:
Edited By: elusively Jan 30th, 2012 at 09:07 PM
I started taking percs casually about a year ago (late 2010), 10mg at a time, maybe 2-3x a week, no big deal right? Ya, well fast forward to a month ago (Dec 2011) and I was taking between 45-90mg a day (a serious addict would LOL @ that, but my tolerance was progressing RAPIDLY), everyday. I quit cold-turkey last 10 days and feel extremely fortunate to not have any cravings or desire to do that shit anymore.
I've since realized that I wasn't addicted to the high, I was just using the pills to avoid dealing w/ the real life problems. It is ABSOLUTELY INSANE how much clearer headed I am and how much better I started feeling just 5 days off those things. Truly mind-bottling how I let myself slip that far for so long. I would just lay around all day doing nothing, gained about 25lbs, lost my girlfriend and I'm almost broke despite winning a shitload of money last year. I was depressed and it seemed to be careening out of control, my tolerance was building and I was becoming more and more of a hermit/introvert, which is completely not my style.
I obv still have all the same problems when I was on the pills, but now I can actually deal w/ them instead of sitting around like a fatty, self-loathing. Part of the dealing with all this shit is talking about it and that's why I'm posting this here. That and because gutbirdxx was brave enough to post about his own problems.
Anyway, I'm thrilled for anyone that's sticking with their resolutions. I'm not a huge fan of picking New Years day to quit something, but if that's what it takes, so be it. For me, it took seeing my ex-gf move on and her telling me "leave me alone" in a text one day. My mind was full of fuck and I pretty much never looked bad. Sad that it took so long, but I'm grateful that I figured it out before shit got worse.
EDIT: Also, I didn't include it in my other write-up, but literally nobody around me knew this was going on. Only my dealer and a few mutual friends of the dealer. My close friends, family, nobody had a clue. I've since told a few people, but I think it's worth mentioning and another reason why this thread is the nuts. Addictions can be embarrassing and tough to talk about. The few times I have talked to someone about my substance abuse struggles, it has been quite therapeutic.
I have a lot more to say on this topic, specifically w/ respect to my struggles w/ alcohol, so I'm sure I'll be back.
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copy + pasted from another thread, OP asked for a bit more insight on my "using"
Originally Posted by smokerock247
I take 4-5 PRESCRIBED doses of percocet a day, I can see how it might be addictive, my whole body aches without them, but it's legal and recommended that I take them, so...
edit- I wonder if I will be on them my whole life
As ive told the story on here before, I broke my back years ago after falling off a roof, since then I had 3 surgery's, physical therapy, acupuncture , and the best my doctor could do to help me cope with pain is to give me 200 percocet a month.
I take many, many vitamins and supplements each day (I work out alot) and throw in my perc's with them. I often cant sleep more than 4 hours at a time without my back seizing up in pain.
truth be told, I pop percocet like breath mints, they don't get me "high" like it does for nomal people, it just makes it so that my life is at least tolerable (somewhat). It makes me feel normal.
It's been a few years of them, and after thousands and thousands of pills, Im actually quite worried if im going to be taking them my whole life...
Im going to try and go one day without them, and ill post how im feeling in this thread if people want to hear... Ive never looked at myself as an addict, but a user.... maybe there isnt a difference. Maybe because its legal and I always have them I just dont ever think about it...... -
Edited By: El Burro Jan 30th, 2012 at 10:24 PMHave you considered seeing a specialist in the US? It may not be "free" like it is in Canada, but an American doctor might have a better treatment option than a lifetime of opiate addiction.Originally Posted by smokerock247
As ive told the story on here before, I broke my back years ago after falling off a roof, since then I had 3 surgery's, physical therapy, acupuncture , and the best my doctor could do to help me cope with pain is to give me 200 percocet a month.
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Yeah he tapered for like a week and then said f-it cuz he kept taking to much he was at 15 10mg Norcos a day for about 2 years. He seems to be feeling a lot better now and I know they must be terrible because he has quit other drugs in his past and it was never close to this bad. He explained his first couple days as constant involuntary leg and arm movements, insomnia (didnt sleep for the first 36 hrs), every joint was aching, crying for no reason constantly, hot and cold flashes(almost went to the hospital twice because his Blood pressure was spiking and then would drop fast), fainting, diarrhea, puking, tiredness that goes beyond fatige and add the flu on all of the other shit. So yeah pretty much HELL.
Originally Posted by UncleLeo
Vicodin is pretty annoying to come off of. I've shared my story on here before and have been 2 years clean off H. Recently, I had a legitimate back injury and was prescribed Vicodins. I took them for about 2months and after I got my cortisone shots decided I no longer needed them. Been about 2 weeks since I've taken em, opiates are a bitch. To your husband, taper down don't cold turkey, drink lots of water, vitamins help. GL.
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Is this thread only for drug/alcohol/etc addictions or are other illnesses welcomed?
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Spring of 1974, I was 9 yrs old. My Father had told me that, if we won our House League Hockey Championship, I could have whatever I wanted as a reward. I guess he figured I would ask for a new bike, skates, etc. Long story short, we won and, in light of the recent push we had at school about the evils of cigarettes, I asked my Dad to quit. He finished the cigarette he had started during the ride home from the game and, except for one slip when his sister was visiting the following year from the Netherlands, he has not had a smoke since. Thirty years plus of tobacco use, and he stopped cold turkey. First time in my life I thought my Dad was really "cool".
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Man we need some pics of ur old lady!
Originally Posted by XquiziVex
But, this thread is where all da money is... lol.
j/k. My ol' lady has never even smoked a cigarette.
A Pole? Now that's a different story.
Btw I need to stop wacking my donkey it makes me nap too much lol.
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I'm in. Spot reserved for later.
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7 years clean and sober from alcohol.
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Edited By: Sandman_Good Jan 30th, 2012 at 11:34 PMOriginally Posted by kidrockin
Man we need some pics of ur old lady!
Btw I need to stop wacking my donkey it makes me nap too much lol.
Oh and I havent had a cig since last Mar.
True story KR..I went to a Sex Anonymous meeting about 4 months ago, because I wasn't having sex at home and was tired of getting a hard on for any chick that walked by. I was used to having sex daily and when I was single..id want/need sex multiple times a day with different women and to lose that was not good for me. I would dream about sex constantly and wake up all pissed because I wasn't getting any.
Sooooo..I went to this meeting in hopes to meet other men that like sex to much and what they do to control it.
I walked into a room with 5 other dudes whose only problem was they jerk off to much, so they were there to try and stop masturbating all day. I was saying in my head...Whats the fkn problem? I jerk off almost everyday.
But these guys..well....it controlled their life. Porn and masturbation was all they did. It was their drug.
At the end of every AA meeting, everyone grabs hands and says..
"It works if you work it and Im worth it"
at the end of this meeting.....since there were only 6 of us..we all did a group hug and they all said...
"It works if you work it.......and don't jerk it"
It took all of my power to not laugh LOUDER than I did. I couldn't help it.
They probably look at me and not understand why I can't just have 2 or 3 beers. lol
We all have our issues and problems.
And to KMC..its all welcome.
Im loving the direction this is heading already. Helps me a lot for sure.













