so this is my first post so i might as well bitch and cry like a baby about how i cant seem to win the tournaments that actually matter

i am actually a decent player with 30+ wins or so however whenever the first place prize seems to be 10k+ the bad beats show their faces

im basically posting this to get some of my anger out but just now in the monday special or whatever on party where first place is 10k there were 20+ left and i was sitting around 4th in chips and lost aa vs q8 (q88 flop) all in pre flop to another big stack so gg bertrand13 (hellmuthaments on party)

also in pretty much every sunday major i seem to get sucked out on time and time again...i know alot of people cry just like me and normally i am not one to do so but i had to get this off my chest

frankly im getting tired of winning 2k or 3k here and there and i desperatly want to move up in the MTT world and to do so i need a big win

lets just hope this curse ends come wcoop time

anyway i hope you enjoyed my ventication i feel a bit better

ps. im looking forward to playing annette_15 in the ultimate heads up challenge first round and getting sucked out on :)

-Bertrand13