Well, I just tallied my monies for October and ended up in the red. Yesterday was my worst day ever. I played about 3900$ in MTTs and made only 700$. If I took off yesterday I would have been up a measly 1k for the month but obviously I'm not missing all my favorite tournaments on Saturday. You always hear variance being a bitch in MTTs and I feel that is what did me in this month. I'm happy with my play for the most part, although I was letting the outdraws/lost flips/ and coolers affect my attitude. It didn't affect my play as much as it used to but it had some effect I'm sure. I made lots of final 2/3 tables this month but that gets you not much. It's FT and top 3 and I had none of that expect I chopped a Stars 55$ rebuy for 6.2K earlier in the month. I also missed 10 days of October because of no internet at the new place. I had lots of money bubbles as well. I also made some calls I shouldn't have of course in some games. I still have to improve my play and can't chalk everything up to variance. Even if that is the main part of the swing mistakes are the other part. Well FTOPS is coming up hopefully I'll run good in a couple of those tournaments, plug my leaks and hit something nice.