Bad Beats Post

 I used to bitch a lot when I started, and I punched a wall in front of like five people when I was 16. Pretty embarrassing now.

I broke every single thing in my hotel room after I got 3 outted for close to the chip lead with 11 left in LAPT: Brazil. Looking back it seems kind of childish, but it sure felt fucking wonderful at the time.

When I've dusted off a few chip leads playing like shit though that's when I've gone mental. I've like knocked over chairs and stormed off, because I was so pissed at myself. So stupid.

Now I don't react as much. I get annoyed and go for a walk, or have a beer and go to bed. I guess it just loses its effect more and more as I go on. I can't remember the last time I really cared about a bad beat.

-Derek

smashed a rubiks cube that was on my desk, pieces went flying everywhere, was pretty sick lol

-Derek

Threw lappy to the ground after quad 4's on the flop lost to runner runner quad jacks, now i have a green line of dead pixels running down my screen.

Didnt realise there's so many Derek's on P5's.

-Derek

 Sorry about that one SWD....I was pretty emotional that night myself.

-Derek

Rolled my eyes.

-Derek

I threw a baseball(closest item around) towards the wall and ended up making a hole. It was worth it though, felt real good. Still my family does not know about it to this day as I put a poster over it:)