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thank you. main reason i made this post is to get the fuck away from this site and the game, im not looking for pity, im not looking for sympathy. i need to get my priorities straight, and once i do, and get enough $ to pay him back without passing away my life savings, i will. I just fear that once he makes the post in pd (because he wants in in 2 weeks, no exceptions) im bant, so im just leaving early. Ive pmd him about working something out but have yet to hear back and i dont expect anything

sigh. all of a sudden 'backfired' means im not drunk, huh? ive lost $ in the same way before, and this time it unfortunately was his. i love how some of you jump straight to conclusions about how i word my writings. who doesnt chase their losses when they get drunk sometimes? i run like shit @ life.

first of all, i ran that contest for 4 months straight without any incidents and 2nd of all, i dont have time to get a job, im a ft student and have alot of stuff to do. if i wasnt in the situation im in with family and $ right now i would be able to pay him back in full, but i cant, and im getting a new asshole ripped because of the doubts and speculation of most of you. pretty soon im just gonna press the gtfo button and not come back becuase i dont feel i have a reason to stay anymore, my record

i dont care if you guys are trying to bust my balls here but this shit is serious to me, so thx for being assholes to some of you im srsly gonna stop posting soon and just fucking leave, no point in sticking around imo

exactly, i want to take a break from this shit, if i can pay him back, i will, i will work towards it i know i fucked up here, guys. im an asshole, and obviously a degen at the moment. sometimes i get really fucking stupid wwith money and this time it backfired in my face. im sry bout what i did and am trying to come clean about the fact that i lost it. i srsly need a break u can choose to take my word for it or not. but i srsly think i need some time to clear things up

lol it isnt he A thats that big of a deal it was the one time i really had the urge to play while buzzed, and i dont party that often. im not trying to stop and say i hate you guys, just saying bye and that ill likely be gone if i dont pay up w/in the time frame i have (as ive stated at least 50 times so far haha)

i basically wrote what ive been explaining to you guys to him through pms already, which is why he gve me the time and consequences that i see in the near future if i dont pay him back. (i edited out the demanding and pissed part, because i know it sounded like im just saying becuase he is rich that he doesnt need it, and thats a fucking stupid statement) ill send him the link, though he knows everything ive said in here, ill send him a pm soon with how i mgiht possibly ever be able to pay him back

god im such a mess lol.

oh, im trying, tim. im probably just fearing the worst right now and expecting bad to come out of it, esp with the tone of his pms and apparent need for his money immed, and the fact i cant totally do it right now

lol, thx for the positive comments guys. dunno about it, maybe we can still do it, but (as if it didnt get any competition to begin with) i doubt it will get any entrants whatsoever