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The Banned Diaries.
If these trolls are allowed to continue harassing me I will simply stop posting here. I don't have to have my journal here. Up to you mods.
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bd199
Feb 17th, 2017
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The Banned Diaries.
You're a bitch made bully just like your buddy nj "kingpin".
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bd199
Feb 17th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
Overall played A- game but lost 300BB. O well, sometimes that's how it goes. Feels WAY better than fucking up and losing though. The taking no shit policy really discourages bullies. I've been way too passive in the past.
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bd199
Feb 15th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
Looks like the two trolls are gone' Nice! Bullies are insecure pussies.
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bd199
Feb 15th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
Today was a great fucking day for me. There are only 2-3 bullies in my poker room who actively try to bully me out of hundreds of people I play with every week. And they're the same people trying to bully me over and over. Until I stand up for myself. And today I did. It started out as usual. Bully tries to bully, insult.... but something went different. I wouldn't have it. I wouldn't accept it. Everything he said, I would reply to. I let nothing go unanswered. I called him out as a bully and I called the floor. And he was told to STOP. And magic....... he did. Didn't say a word to me or ...
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bd199
Feb 14th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
Having trolls bully my journal even started to make me think: "hm should I post X or Z" ' What will pussyboy A or bitch B say' FUCK THEM. I don't give a fuck what they think or say. I post the good the bad and the ugly and will continue doing so. I'm a real person. Not some insecure bitch who's trying to look good online.
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bd199
Feb 14th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
It's interesting that I deal with the same kind of bullies at the tables as here. A bully is a bully online or offline. They only understand the language of force. I have to aggressively stand up to bullies immediately. Any hesitation or passivity is punished with continued bullying. A bully is a psychologically damaged bitch basically. He won't change, he's fucked for life unless he gets therapy or something. He will either abuse you or someone else to feel better about his insecurities. And your response to a bully determines whether you will be one of his victims or not. Conflict and ...
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bd199
Feb 14th, 2017
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The Banned Diaries.
Reported this harassment to mods. It's in their hands now. Should've done it earlier but I love free speech too much.
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bd199
Feb 14th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
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bd199
Feb 14th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
There we go. You're proud that you told someone with suicidal thoughts to kill themselves. Thanks for reminding everyone what a lowlife scum you're. You think it's all a joke. Karma is real and you're gonna get fucked! When universe fucks you good, real good remember this, scumbag.
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bd199
Feb 14th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
Yes, "the kill yourself" guy is back! I missed you you piece of shit. Where did you go' Nowhere right' You jerk off to every post I write despite supposedly finding my journal boring. Projecting much' You're the guy telling people to kill themselves because they're not adding enough details to their journal and you give me social skills advice and advice on how not to be a douchebag' LOL. Get the fuck outta here! O and please do what you told me: kill yourself! You're a piece of shit bully. The world would be a better place without you. Get cancer.
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bd199
Feb 13th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
Getting into plenty of dick swinging contests with spewy regfish. Fun ;)
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bd199
Feb 13th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
I won 53% of sessions at ML. it should obviously be higher but I had a very rough start.
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bd199
Feb 12th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
It's a lovely feeling when a talentless hack of a reg is scouting your table sees you and maybe a couple of other decent grinders and his facial expression takes a bit of a dive and he moves on. Nope, not a good game, keep scouting, BITCH! lol
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bd199
Feb 10th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
It's a lovely feeling when regs one by one abandon your table to table change to another game. Run rats, run! You're not good enough! You're fucking bottomfeeders of the lowest degree. Bumhunting talentless fucking hack is all you are! Another great feeling is when a reg sits down and immediately starts complaining about how "bad" (tough) the lineup is. Too tough' Get the fuck out! Poker doesn't owe you a living. Get a fucking time machine and go back to Moneymaker days! LOL
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bd199
Feb 10th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
I'm making great progress in social communication. So many "haters", "jerks", etc have been effectively pacified.
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bd199
Feb 10th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
Play grade B-. Have a few spots that need to be researched. Only tilted like once. Often I'm playing and I'm just losing and losing and treading water and I look at my stack and realize that I'm really not down that much at all.It just seems that when I'm losing I'm feeling each loss more than each win. Wins are like whatever, that's supposed to happen. Loses feel like "wtf'" I need to designate time for study. The study before sleep thing just isn't working out. I will study before play when there are spots to work on.
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bd199
Feb 10th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
Got a bit too emotionally affected by loss. As a result did not do what I was supposed to after playing. Went to sleep late, woke up later than I should by 30 mins. Once awoke... wasted tons of time on political news and as a result will play few hours. FUCK. I can do better.
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bd199
Feb 9th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
I played pretty good. Play grade: B+. Got outdrawn OTR by a donkey in a 200BB pot. O well, let him, he's a regfish, he'll give it back. Have some questions on how to play 3b pots vs his type but will figure it. Showed great discipline by leaving the game when SL hit.
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bd199
Feb 9th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
Hi njdildo. Thanks for posting. Didn't click on the links but thanks for coming back.
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bd199
Feb 9th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
Good question mike so I'll give a legit answer. Yes, of course there are sessions where everything's chill. Less than 5% of people I play with are jackasses. The rest are overall good, nice people who are a pleasure to play with. BUT I play long ass sessions. Not super long but long. Meaning 8 hours. The only way I play less is if I have to do some other shit during the day or hit my stop loss of 220BB. So, if someone plays 2 hours and goes home, it's unlikely for them to encounter a jackass. If someone plays for 8 hours, it's much more likely because the table is constantly changing and ...
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bd199
Feb 9th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
Session grade B. Ran great. Did great socially. Did not take the bait from a donkey jerk. When someone makes a completely off-the-wall nonsensical accusation you can just completely ignore it :) They look like an idiot to everyone and engaging in it would be giving it credibility while it deserves none. So sometimes ignoring is the best action.
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bd199
Feb 8th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
Session grade C. Did some dumb aggro. My image is so aggro now some people are trapping me with top pair lol. I just have to not take the bait and keep checking back when the board hits their pussy nit broadways range.
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bd199
Feb 7th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
I'm going to use njdildo as a verb. As in, "fuck I njdildod this session!"
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bd199
Feb 5th, 2017
The Banned Diaries.
Recreational players who get pissed when you ask to see how much they're playing are INSECURE punk ass bitches. I know you feel uncomfortable and intimidated when I ask but that's just because you're a punk ass bitch LOL. You may even think I'm asking to intimidate you. I am not. I don't need to intimidate you or tilt you. I don't do that shit. My edge over you is HUGE as it is. I don't need dirty tactics to take your precious chips. Punk! My response to their bullshit indignation from now on will be "I have a right to know how much you're playing".. on repeat.
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bd199
Feb 5th, 2017